I can't always nail it down
Like I'd like to say I can
I don't always have it here
Like I'd like to think I do
It's been very long, my dear
Since I've held it close to me
I have wanted for so long
To be among the scattered few
CHORUS
The night is mostly deeper than I want for it to be
The rain is often harder in the dark
I'm often closer to the answer than I think I am
Because I'm usually just about to fall apart
I've given up on feelings now
They tear me up too much
But even now I'm feeling
These thoughts out on this page
My God, you are the only thing
I know is farther down
A suffering companion
Even to the end of the age
BRIDGE
No. I don't want this desert anymore
I want the Rock of water, fountain evermore