I wrote this song in my at-the-time-fiance's living room. Looking back, I had no idea what I was saying and what a blunt resignation to the will of God it was. Now, it sometimes frightens me to think that I could actually mean it. I don't deserve anything from God, and whatever God sends my way is more than enough, and that whatever God chooses to do with my soul is fine. It is hard to surrender, but over a year later, as I am sitting in my own living room, and I have a much better idea of what I was talking about.