Leave It Up to You Lyrics
About the song:
My minister spoke once of the need to confess sins in a specific way. While God searches our heart and knows things we don't know, it is beneficial to us to be detailed in our confession so healing and change can be complete. Forgiveness comes from God- even the desire to forgive ourselves and move on with our lives. This song is basically saying, "I believe Lord, help my unbelief" and asking Him for forgiveness and mercy.
Lyrics:
I've got so much on my mind 
I have to get it off my chest 
Have to open up my mouth and speak the truth 
I let the little words out right 
But leave the biggest stone unturned 
It's like I'm trying to keep the light from taking root
But I'm never gonna' clean this slate 
At the rate I'm going 
Have to dig in to find the strength 
To follow through 
I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do 
So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you 
I'll leave it up to you
' Cause if it were up to me 
To pull myself out of this place 
A failure's what I'd be without your grace
' Cause it's never gonna' wash me clean 
This muddy water 
Your river is the only thing 
To make me new 
I've shown forgiving myself is something I can't do 
So I'll leave it up, leave it up to you 
I'll leave it up to you...
The God of a million second chances 
' Cause the chances are 
That I'll return and take the wheel 
A million times or more