Deep inside I tried to find a purpose for me no surprise. I've pushed myself away. Sometimes I refuse to think and sometimes I just need a break. Leave myself a lone today. Sit and drink the air. And stop to let out all the hurt. Collapse inside your arms. I never want to let this go. I'm not in tune with anything. If I go on like this I'll scream 'til I go mute. And people who cant speak don't have to answer for themselves. I'll scream this one for you. I know what failure is. I understood it all along. Salvation was a gift, But someone wrapped it wrong....so wrong. Life has a funny was of leading you on, Letting you down. Deep inside I try to find a purpose for me no surprise. Please leave me alone.